Okay, so I don't see the point of posting these things. -_- But hey, this thing's better than livejournal if you ask me...

Well, nothing new has happened but lately I have been having some thoughts of last year that have been bugging me for a while and now they're suddenly starting to come back. :S Yeah, I'm a girl and you can guess that it was boy problems. I'm such a loser for posting something like this. But like most guys, they're major douchebags. I don't know what else I could say but they are just douchebags... This boy used me to get attention in front of our whole P.E. class and we had like 100 people and 4 teachers in it. He was trying to make a fool out of ME, too. Stupid, right? I didn't even know the guy back then!

Then I started getting to know him, towards the beginning of the year, hey, he wasn't half bad. But towards the end I've began to reconsider. The same bullcrap of him "loving me" started to get old. The way he crushed me in his "loving" hugs had got me sick. I hated it when he said "BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" in front of the whole class while we did stretch exercises. It. Gets. On. My. Nerves. Especially when I think about it.

I really shouldn't be talking about this NOW, it's all in the past... but I guess journals are made to let out all your thoughts and crap like that. Shit. I'm starting to become to dependent. I guess this is the whole reason why I've decided not to trust so many nice guys, because they turn out to be jerks who talk about you behind your back and really don't give a shit about you. That's what I think about them completely.

At the moment, I'm taking care of my young cousins. And boy is it excruciating. I love them and all, but they're just so...so trouble making! It's aggravating when my 5-year-old cousin repeats the same stage in my Sonic Adventure 2 Battle video game over and over and over again but I couldn't let him play anything else because I knew he was going to corrupt something, and it might as well be my Sonic game. Well when it comes to the records anyway... I won't let him play the actual story that my sister and I worked so hard on to beat the Hero and Dark story. Now all we have to do is defeat the Last. It was too frustrating for my sister so now I have to try and defeat it myself...Great. Or maybe I can get a friend of mine who already defeated it to help me. God. I could really use some help on that game and I haven't really played story mode since...5th grade! Goodness. That was a long time ago.

I could hear my cousins trying to break things downstairs. I'm trying to get my peace and quiet because I haven't had it all day...I haven't even had a free weekend in a while. I am going to next weekend since it will be my birthday weekend - though I'm celebrating my birthday on Halloween. My real birthday is on November 2nd. When's yours? That means, I'm turning 15, I'm getting my Driver's permit, I finally get to DRIVE. I'm aging pretty slowly, aren't I? It seems like forever since I've turned 14. Oh...I don't even know what I want for my birthday this year. But I really want a new hard drive for this computer because I'm running out of memory on it. Dear lord. *_*

This journal is starting to get really long and I'm still not finished yet. -_- Did I forget to mention how much I hate hunting season?! I hate hunting in general too. I live near the woods, and people go there a lot to hunt. It's so freaking annoying to hear the gun shots. Sometimes, I even start to see deer across the street when I'm on my way back from somewhere late at night. God, hunting season, end already! A lot of my friends like to hunt, too. And they are really good friends. And obviously, out of all of them one of them has to be a girl. I just can't stand hunting. Why do people like to hunt for fun? It's so...so annoying! I live in the south, ppl! In the USA. Of course people would like to hunt down here...but hey! I'm NOT really southern - I was born in the north. So yeah.

Anyways...the first semester is already coming to an end at school. But it's going by so slowly. Just two more months man, two more months until winter break and then you're FREE! But the downside? Mid-terms. I hate mid-terms. I always do horribly in them and yet I still pass the class. Strange, huh? I guess those other grades I make in the certian class save me from failing. I'm surprised I'm not failing anything this year - except for maybe Business Tech. Well, I have a 78/C in that class. That's not all too bad, is it? I'm starting to get better in that class...but still not so great. What's the point about learning about computers? It's pointless. All we're doing right now is this thing called Microtype Pro and just learning about different things we can do about computers. Boring! I already know all this stuff, and unfortunetely we have to take Business Tech because it's one of the credits we have to take. Right now, I'm taking the following: History, Algebra 1A, English, Business Tech, and Health. Next semester, I'll be taking Biology in replacement for History and Art in replacement for Health. It's never going to end. I'm still taking Business Tech. Argh! I hate that class, and I really don't like my teacher that much. I mean, she's nice when she wants to be but she acts like a man...she talks like a man...and she's really scary when she's mad! She really hates my fifth period class and since it's at the end of the day she's normally really grumpy.

I can't wait 'til Fall Break/Thanksgiving Break either. I need a long break from school and that will surely help me keep my mind off of it. All of a sudden, the weekends are starting to feel longer and the school week ten times longer. It's really aggravating to wait for the weekend to come by. I get loads of homework now-a-days and my teachers are so strict, but I guess that's the way of the high school - ah hem, junior high. Our 9th graders are in the junior high since the high school is over populated with 10th, 11th, and 12th graders but we're still considered freshmans in high school. I know it's confuzzling, but you learn to deal with it I guess.

High school is really frustrating overall, it's been overloading my time. I never have time to make AMVs and I can only edit on weekends, it's hard for me to update my stories and chat with friends online, it's just...ugh!

I have to rant about something.

About 4kids. I cannot STAND them any longer! So you know I'mma big fan of Pokemon and (previously) I used to be a big fan of Yugioh Gx. I do not like how they make Pokemon and Yugioh look so childish! It just...completely exaggerates me! They make it sound so stupid which is why people decide not to watch the dub. I watch the dub so I know what's going on but I always watch the Japanese version. Always, always, always. I wish they had Pokemon episodes subbed. *sigh*

OOH, and I hear Misty, May, Max, and possibly Drew are coming back in the DP series! I so cannot wait for it either. If there's going to be Pokeshipping, there MUST be Contestshipping! I'm waiting for the day when they make another Contestshipping episode. And it better be super romantic and intense. Too intense for Pokemon. Well, not like that but you know what I mean...I'm just so anxious. They SHOULD have Misty come back after all. She was the one who started Pokemon along with Ash, too.

There will be a day where I would write a Shugo Chara fic, folks. Maybe after I'm done with most of my fics I'll finally write one. The plot? It's a surprise! (Meaning: I have no clue.) It'd be a IkutoxAmu and some TadasexAmu and TadasexOC in it. I hope you look out for it, it's going to be awesome. ^^ At least, I hope you guys think so.